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well i went to a job interveiw and i have a job this summer but im not getting paid because im gonna be trainned but thats no problem so

well this a band i just heard of like a week ago and i like it so here it is

Fire Flight You decide

Fiction and Reality collide
Faceless and so busted up inside
You’ve been searching you’ve been crying out,
Will you be destroyed by all your doubt

You decide
Who will you run to
Wrong or right
There is no reason
For you to hide
Only love can change your life
Only love can change your life
You decide

God is calling out to you again,
Let Him pull you, let Him take you in
From the fear that swallows up your life,
Will you stay the same or will you fight

Every day you hold on to your lonely broken heart
It’s tearing you apart
God is calling out to you just let healing start
Will you open up and let Him in

Currently Watching Star Wars - Episode III, Revenge of the Sith (Widescreen Edition) By Ahmed Best, David Bowers (II), Silas Carson, Keisha Castle-Hughes, Hayden Christensen see related

hey so hows it goin it has been awhile but i decided i would see if this thing shut itslef down yet but i gues it has not so i guess i will tell you that i am still livng and i might be going to the Cleveland Auto Show next monday during school i thikn that is all that is going on in the future

well the retreat was the past weekend that has yet to end but it was fun im reall tired and am borede so i think i am gonna go to bed

EDIT: i will not be going to the communtiy service project because it was cancelled

well i thought that i would like to update this and well this saturday i am going to be doing a community service project by giving senior citizens a saftey inspections on their cars and it will be fun i guess well that is all that i can think of so i will se some of y'all on saturday

well this last week i took OGT's ( not fun) and on friday i get to go to Ohio Technical College here is the link to there website http://www.ohiotechnicalcollege.com/ while there i get to take a tour and take a scholorship test well i shall leave you with a song by Goodnight Wednesday (they are going to be at the Catalyst concert this friday)

Currently Listening Once Upon a Shattered Life By Seventh Day Slumber see related

Well I have been thinking allot about my subject of this post and I realized that if I kept thinking on it for too long some would take what I would have to say and I would feel really weird writing it. Well after I heard the news at church about Ron I was shaken up but I don't know I guess I was ashamed to show it and I will truly miss Ron and Elaine. At first I thought that in some weird way I had something to do with it, as I always do think that ( I do not know why but I wish I would stop) but then I realized that God had a plan for Ron and Elaine and that no one can interfere with his plan. And after that I looked back onto the life that I had before I met Ron and Elaine and then onto the life after I met them and then I realized I am who I am because of them. That if God wanted to he could separate us all at any point in time that he wanted he could have plans for all of us to move away once we turn 18 and never see each other again. All we can do is trust in God and his sovereignty to lead us in the correct path chosen for us and that he will keep us from harm's way. I know for me it will be hard for me to accept going to Wednesday nights and not seeing them but it is something I will have to live with. I will almost be “transparent” if you will but after my mom passed away I know that if I did not have such a strong Family in Christ I would not have made it as easy as I did and one big part of the family that is not Christ is Ron And Elaine and for all they have done for me and not just for me but for all of us and I know sometimes I took it for granted and I wish I never did and in Job 1:21 “He said, Naked I came from my mother's womb, And naked I shall return there The LORD gave and the LORD has taken away. Blessed be the name of the LORD”(NASB) as I have underlined the passage form the verse it says “The LORD gave and the LORD has taken away” and this is what I think him showing us that he can take away and give us. And this time I will not finish with a song .